On my way home, i cried when i saw them in the cab chatting happily...
It's hard to fight the tears though i thought it was easy.
It isn't anymore... I know i'm behaving like a little girl now, i didn't know it'll affect me so much...
That much that i'll cry , so badly... They just clique so well, that when you look at yourself,
you ask, what are you? Who are you, look at yourself. They belong to the same world. You? just felt inferior now and everything. It sucks. I lied, i wanna go together, i don't need to go home, i don't want to go home... I just want them to enjoy themselves.Cause there's already 4. A nice number, an even number. No ODD number. Silly?
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One more day to my birthday... Halloween at Zoukkkkkk .celebrating both together... Hope it's gonna be a real sweet 18.
It's sad when you're thinking who else remembered your birthday?
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30th October 2008
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Went to the tobacco event's training with Steph and saw afew
familiar faces like Bettina and Gillian..
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he is my friend and my lover,
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my rainbow, my sunshine and everything nice.